As much as I miss you and all the times we spent together, I can't help but smile whenever I think of you - in good and bad memories. I was definitely not as mature back then as I am now, but I'm sure as hell that I was totally sober and in the moment in that one month we spent together. One month is a really short compared to the years we'd spent apart, but it was long enough when I was in it. I just wish I knew how to carry myself whenever I'm around you because you always give me butterflies and I'm just really afraid I won't ever be on the same page as you 100%. You probably don't know but you make me pretty happy. It was a small gesture back then but you held me back in that split second. I will leave it at that because it was all worth it. I have never met anyone as gentle and earnest as you. You took my walls down, apart, brick by brick, instead of letting a grenade blow up in my face - I will never forget what you've done because you helped me get back on my feet slowly. I'd like to think that you knew what you were doing and that you meant it. You will never fade from my memory because I look for you in everybody I pass by. Of course you're one of a kind, your essence belongs to just you alone. I will never find another like you.