Let's see...

1. I don't actively reject the idea of religion. I don't actively denounce the existence of religion. I accept that religions and divine beings exist, I just do not wish to be confined by any.

2. I am not against religion as a whole. I am not against any particular religion. I simply don't (and can't) feel anything towards any religion or divine being.

3. I believe in divine beings and forces and I believe they're not to be trifled with. As long as I do my own stuff, nothing's gonna hit me. Equal and opposite reaction.

4. Whether or not there is an afterlife, I can't really care. If there isn't, good. If there is, I would request for my soul and my entire existence to be wiped from everything. If there is to be reincarnation, well then fuck the entire universe and this vicious cycle. Even if I don't remember, I don't want to continue on.

5. I don't care about enlightenment or nirvana or zen either. I just want to figure out the answers to my own questions.

6. I'm tired of having the responsibility to be everything else when I'm not even settled figuring out at least half of who I am. I like Jesus, I kind of believe in him, I just dislike his modern day followers/believers - they make me even more tired than dealing with people with other interesting beliefs.

Thankfully I've got my shit messed up about 6-7 years ago, right now I just need to keep at it and see how things themselves work out.